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I've finally decided to audition for VCASS as well, but now looking at my grades, I most probably won't get in. I would be wasting A$45.

I kind of regret I lost the hardworking side of me

Well I'm repeating my parents' mistakes..

They used to not be that smart either, my dad summore repeated a grade last time

My previous semester and last year's semester 2 reports have a lotta Gs in it, I don't think a school like VCASS would accept a student with a grade like that, and theyre one of the top in academics, a person like me will bring down their top position.

One, I blame BM. Those I get Gs are usually subjects in BM. I totally suck in BM, completely. Second, I blame my lack of creativity.. so when writing BM essays, to reach 700 words, I can't think so much to crap about on a topic, IN BM summore!

Too late to talk about all these now, I'll be repeating my parents' mistakes as a student.

....this sounds like a curse..

XD

I just noticed the schools I want to sign up for that does half day academics, and half day dance, theyre all top schools in academics in their state. Not easy heh

I'm one of the dumb dancers so thats a huge problem for me..

My dance classmates are all freaking smart and freaking hardworking ppl .

Examples:
Celine: Applying for ASEAN scholarship- you think?
Lydia: Everything straight A's, SPM all A's!
Nariza: Her view of a 'B' grade is a failing grade
Shireen: Skips ballet classes to study, and is a cheerleader (needs to maintain her grades)
Cassandra: same as Shireen
Jean: Takes BioTech in uni. (..what do you think her results are like?)

Since I first moved from the DU branch to the SS14 branch, I've been pressured by super smart-ass dancers.

Is it the same in other countries where dancers are also smart? If yes, I don't mind re-starting my life or something because I've failed already, I wanna re-start.

Or maybe I'm just not born smart so if I'm gonna restart my life, its not gonna work much.

I take hours to understand a basic Add Math principle, sounds like a person who has learning problems, right?

Maybe in my application forms I'll just state I have some learning disease or something

Education in Australia is a much higher standard compared to here. If I can't even do well here, if I go there, I'll become worse.

Sometimes I wish I'd thought about my future much earlier than I need to so I can prepare myself and work harder in school so I can get good or fair results, so I don't have to suffer, like what I am now.