July 28, 2008 8:43 pm
Today was so ...well, sucky. I really screwed up classical class, my attitude was like I really didn't care at all. Actually the worst part of the day for me these days is always classical class. Especially when it comes so doing enchainments from the corner, because I really suck at those.
From the corner stuff always involves turns, and sometimes turns and jumps, which I'm really bad at because my neck rotation is so limited so I can't spot, and I get dizzy really quick, that makes me give up hope of trying and that makes me look like I don't care. This really sucks. Classical class is something I always want to quickly get through first before anything else. I think I prefer pointe class better than classical.
Oh yeah, today's pointe class was super... "fun". We had the old teacher again and she kept doing repetitive stuff that kills our feet. And I smartly wore the shoe that was dying, so my feet had to keep jumping onto pointe, and everything. At one point in the centre when we were doing turns around the room, my foot just collapsed on me and I found out soon at the end of class when everyone just sits down and takes off their shoes.
First thing I saw when I slipped my right side pointe shoe off was a blood stain at one side. And I was like "Oh...", my friend was like "gosh" XD No wonder my foot hurt so badly it collapsed on me, which made me went demi-pointe for the rest of the class. It's not that my toe nail came off or anything but my feet were so sweaty that the skin was so soft that it ripped out, and it bled.
Wonderful this is the first time my feet actually bled from doing pointework. See, I still work hard although I wanna get out of the school =P except classical class.
Well, still hoping there's someone to take over my room so I can get away from here. No, June, its not that I wanna get away from you, don't misunderstand =D I just "can't deal with this anymore" (hahaha XD only june, livia and ethel wud know what I mean)